The clear vision and dream that I had of my life had vanished. And with out a clear vision of what’s ahead I had no idea how proceed in life. 

Just before moving here I bought 500 fake followers for $2.99. Yup, I’m admitting it guys. I sold out.

Know that you deserve to be treated with nothing but love and respect. Especially from yourself. 

The conversation went great, I was proud of myself for speaking truthfully and honestly and into the discomfort instead of assuming, being vague and feeling hurt in the end out of my own  lack of communication. 

I decided to make a video to show you all that even hairstylists struggle to do our own hair. It’s easy when we stand behind you and effortlessly make your hair look great, but really we can only do so much when we can’t get behind ourselves.

I was hoping to be fully recovered by now and come back better than ever but I’m left feeling a bit raw. It’s as if I am seeing everything with new eyes. My perspective has shifted and I am over stimulated with thoughts. My mind is going a million miles an hour in different directions and it won’t slow down. It’s an amazing place to be in but the newness is uncomfortable and I find myself wanting to rush out of the process. Get back to the comfortable and known.